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Let it be known

That I am from Cape Breton Island
I may live more than half way across the country but it hasn't changed an inch of me

They talk like real live Canadians out here, people
They sound how Americans do when they're making fun of us

But I, I still talk like a Cape Bretoner
And get this, I still laugh at everything like I used to
I'm still pretty addicted to coffee and nearly throw up at the thought of some people

I'm in an advanced honors english class and I still lack grammar skills

I still take anxiety attacks when I watch movies like The Texas Chainsaw Masacre
I still cry when music gets really loud and intense because it really gets to me
I still feel like I'm walking down the hallways of Junior High as if I'm in a movie
I still rent movies on the weekend and eat BBQ popcorn
I am more cynical than I ever was before
Most people still annoy the fuck out of me
And that whole eyebrow thing, everyone notices that up here so I'm assuming I give that look alot

I am still me, through and through
Britainea Elisha Hawkins
DOB January 15th 1990
Red hair, black underlayer
Green eyes
5`5.5"


I'm a capricorn as you already know, all the characteristics of a capricorn that "used" to fit me .. they still do.

I still like Science and reading books
You don't know this but I've really been getting into Art lately, and to be honest I'm not too bad


Don't be so close minded, please
Don't look at me as someone who has left you
Don't forget who I am and assume that I've become someone else

I realize it's hard to see that ...
Moving half way across the Country and hanging out with different people
Completely different people than you're used to
A completetly different accent and a completely different way of life
A new school and new ways of teaching, a whole new system
A new house, an apartment at that, a new bedroom
A new bed that isn't as amazing as the first *sighs* (i miss my bed)
A job in which I'm sure no one EVER thought I'd have
At least until I was like 28 and had a career as a lawyer.
I know it's hard to think that all these things could never change a person
But here I am telling you the truth
You have always believed me before, or so I assumed
I don't lie about such foolishness

I know you think I changed
But whoever you thought I was before
Shes still there
She used to make you smile you know, can't you remember?

Fucking acknowledge her would you

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